Changes

So...it's been a while since I blogged.  What has happened in the past few months?  Well, I left Disney, moved to San Francisco, AND I now work for Zynga!  ...and am hundreds of endless heartbreaking miles away from Andrew :(  Yeah...the city IS exactly one less person short of being perfect.  All-in-all, I now have an official full-time job with benefits and the company pays VERY well.  Unfortunately, it's my first week in a new city and I am in a financial piss-hole;  I think the homeless have more than I do at the moment.  I am also currently homeless. But, if things pan out and I get approved for a loan BEFORE my first paycheck, I will at least have enough for a security deposit to pay for this great little studio near Golden Gate Park and down the street from a million little chinese grocery stores stocked full with fresh fruits and vegetables--a vegetarian's paradise.  I hope this all works out.  So far, the biggest improvement  in my life is the public transportation and the potential money I will be making; if I can knock out my loans over the next 1.5 years, I'll be set.  Also, Andrew should be moving in by/before then :) and life will be perfect.  So many new things, places, people, schedule, etc. etc.  I hope I make it world.  San Francisco is my new city and I will have to conquer it one day at a time. 

My best friend

Andrew is someone who I can 100% rely on (even if that means 100% rely on the fact that on certain things he is unreliable.  e.g. "I'll be done in 5 minutes" means "I won't be done for a very long time, but I want you to know that I do want to spend time with you as soon as possible").  I feel like the weekends we spend together, I can catch up on life; each second, every breath counts as though I have been holding it all week while waiting for life to un-pause and continue.  Anyway, I am very tired now and can't remember what else I wanted to say other than I am very lucky to have found someone who makes me a better person and who continually teaches me to live.  I thought by now that my weekend relationship would start to feel normal, but I don't miss him any less during the week.  Having your best friend live 60 miles a way is 60 miles too far.