Fruit Bats

Baby, remember on the buss and my hand was on your knee.

when you love somebody its hard to think about anything but to breathe.
Baby, I am the cub who was washed out in the flood,
When you love somebody but bite your tongue all you get is a mouthful of blood.

Here we go-

Baby, i am the cub who was washed out in the flood,

When you love somebody but bite your tongue all you get is a mouthful of blood.

When you love somebody its hard to think about anything but to breathe

When you love somebody its hard to think about anything but to breathe

When you love somebody but bite your tongue all you get is a mouthful of blood

When you love somebody its hard to figure out, hard to figure out

when you love somebody its hard to figure out, its hard to figure out

when you love somebody its hard to think about anything but to breathe



tiny fits of rage

happiness currently exists interstitially in two places sixty miles apart and as of late, i want nothing more than the two to collide.  to put it into context on the most possible superficial note: two-thousand dollars, two beds, two kitchens, two living rooms, two bathrooms, two hair dryers, two closets, two apartment keys, two mailing addresses, ....two of everything and not 1 place to call home. 

Haiku 8/26/10

if they stay the same
they will not fix the mistakes
just know they were made

-Anna

do not fear too much
all will be resolved in time
i believe in you

-Drew

Haiku 8/25/10

Drew and I are going to try to do a daily haiku......

playing frontierville
pondering my life's purpose
i want a doughnut

-Anna

oh silly anna
playing games, thinking deeply
how you humor me

-Drew

BPD

How do you ask someone, in the most sincere way possible, to be tested for BPD?  Sometimes I think we are doing more harm by not discussing the elephant in the room.

more BANG for your BUCK

so...whenever I get gift certificates to clothing stores I always end up buying lingerie after deciding for months that I can't find anything else that I want to wear.  Maybe I should have bought a new pair of jeans.....  Oh well.

ON that note: It's Andrew's birthday Saturday.  The BIG TWO-NINE.  

I can honestly say that I will never love anyone as much as I love him =]

Anyway...this is the "sexy" birthday present.  Today I ran around and made a million phone calls to get pricing and turn around dates for getting his Dad's sunglasses refurbished and made into non-perscription sunglasses by the weekend.  He's going to love it =]

...and if I learned one thing from my mother on buying gifts for your man (other than lingerie)....you always replace his cologne on his birthday, Christmas, Valentine's Day, and Father's Day.  Since he doesn't wear cologne, I've taken his alternate route:

I am completely inlove.

Stars- Sleep Tonight

We dont want to sleep tonight
Still young like that i count the lines
Beside your mouth that smiles now
My arms reach up as you go down
With buried heads we both forget
All of the past and its regret
Wind picks up, the window shakes
We wont hear the morning break

You will cry
And i will cry
Cuz all the love's
Alive tonight

Neighbourhoods will try to dream
While you and me we hold and lean
Onto bodies slick and charged
Together just one beating heart
All around us quiet now
We hear the leaves fall to the ground
Morning light upon our bed
An ally while i catch your breath

You will cry
And i will cry
Cuz all the love's
Alive tonight
You will cry.....repeat

Stars - Sleep Tonight (Junior Boys Remix)

José González 'Heartbeats'

Crystal Castles - Courtship Dating (HQ)

Feist - Mushaboom (Postal Service Remix)

UM EXCUSE ME POSTAL SERVICE!

Miike Snow - "Animal"

Crystal Castles Magic Spells - VJ Fader visuals

(not full-length...but i like the visuals)

Twilight Rant

Twilight is the worst thing to happen to teenage girls since bulimia, anorexia, religious ideas of "safe sex" practices, and Lindsay Lohan.
There is really nothing more to say. Ok so this isn't really a rant, but I am sure you agree with me that Twilight is quite possibly the worst thing to ever happen.








this has nothing to do with it but

Os K-Rrascos & Vanessinha Do Picatchu - Bochecha ardendo

Numbers in Portuguese: Common Portuguese Phrases | eHow.com

Numbers in Portuguese: Common Portuguese Phrases | eHow.com

Mestre Poncianinho. Roda of Life

La Roux - In For The Kill [Lifelike Remix] | IndieDance/Nu Disco

The Knife - Heartbeats ( OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO W/ SOUND )

Passion Pit - The Reeling

Batizado

Looks like I'm getting baptized into Capoeira at the end of September =]



A Batizado (literally baptism in Portuguese, and borrowed from the religious tradition) is normally an annual event for a Capoeira group in a region or country. The practice of Capoeira Batizados originates from Capoeira Regional, but has been extended to other styles.
Batizados are large events and are very important for the group organizing it. It is the point in the year where the new members will be baptized officially into the group and receive their first cords and where the other members depending on their progress will get a new one. A typical batizado will take several days and consist of workshops, the actual Batizado itself and a Troca das Cordas. Often many groups from more than one region will attend a Batizado for other groups. This allows for development of the game by contact with other players, teachers and styles.
In many schools, students are baptized by the floor -- that is, they play against higher level capoeiristas and are subsequently taken down by a rasteira. This is meant to signify a continual process of humility and improvement in the game.
Normally the Mestre of the group must be present during the proceedings, but historically this is not required.

Troca das Cordas

Literally the changing of the cords, cords signify the level of a capoeirista. During the troca das cordas some capoeiristas will receive a new corda before or after a game played against a Mestre (Master) in which they have to show their advancement and earn the right to wear the new corda. The color schemes for the levels vary from group to group.

About Us

"Something About Us" - Daft Punk

It might not be the right time
I might not be the right one
But there's something about us I want to say
Cause there's something between us anyway

I might not be the right one
It might not be the right time
But there's something about us I've got to do
Some kind of secret I will share with you

I need you more than anything in my life
I want you more than anything in my life
I'll miss you more than anyone in my life
I love you more than anyone in my life

"They Don't Know About Us" - Ben Gibbard

You've been around for such a long time now,
And maybe I could leave you, but I don't know how.
And why should I be lonely every night,
When I could be with you, oh yes you make it right.
So I don't listen to the boys who say,
That you're bad for me and I should turn you away.
Cause they don't know about us, they've never heard of love.
I get a feeling when I look at you,
Wherever you go now, I wanna' be there too.
They say we're crazy, but I just don't care,
And if they keep on talking, still they'll get nowhere.
So I don't mind if they don't understand,
When I look at you and you hold my hand.
Cause they don't know about us, they've never heard of love.
Why should it matter to us if they don't approve?
We should just take our chances what if we've got nothing to lose?
Baby, there's no need for living in the past,
Cause now I found good lovin', gonna' make it last.
I tell the others, "don't bother me",
Cause when I look at you, they don't see what I see.
And I don't listen to their wasted lines,
Got my eyes wide open and I see the signs.
Cause they don't know about us, they've never heard of love.
So I don't listened to their wasted lines,
Got my eyes wide open and I see the signs.
Cause they don't know about us, they've never heard of love

i don't want things to get complicated

The Scientist - Coldplay

definitely on my list for best bands of all time

Friends - Were were on a break - Fine by me - I knew it

Dntel Rock My Boat

wake up alone- amy winehouse

this is exactly how I don't want to feel

85 Better things I could be doing right now....

1. capoeira
2. your mom
3. drawing
4. dancing
5. singing
6. reading
7. picking my nose
8. brushing my teeth
9. playing bingo
10. making food for the week
11. planting flowers
12. packing my clothes
13. crunches
14. lifting weights
15. shopping
16. window shopping
17. playing with my cat
18. making an algae shake
19. drinking an algae shake
20. pooping an algae shake
21. taking pictures
22. going to the museum
23. pondering about my next move
24. write a poem
25. bake a cake
26. fall in love
27. play video games
28. design video games
29. write curriculum
30. take a nap on the grass
31. watch the clouds roll by
32. see friends
33. make another quilt
34. run
35. cycle
36. swim
37. spin in circles
38. find a cure for the disease that is BP
39. write a really long run on sentence that incorporates the beginning middle and end of a simple yet intricate and delivate story that has a minor resolution, making the reader think beyond the words and into the underlining meaning that the author doesn't even know about because it all depends on the perspective of the audience and their own life's events that influences what it all means to them and no one else because we all have different experiences that write out what the things we see, read, and hear mean to our own personal lives, which eventually will change when we come back to the same story years later when everything else has changed too.
40. practice handstands
41. shower
42. paint my nails
43. convince someone otherwise
44. build a time machine
45. look at the stars through a telescope
46. make a wish
47. pretend that airplanes are shooting stars
48. write a novel
49. update my status
50. go camping
51. hiking
52. waste time
53. get a haircut
54. wax my eyebrows
55. shave my legs
56. pretend like nothing ever happened
57. eat a cupcake
58. visit people in far away places
59. take a train to anywhere
60. take a plane to anywhere
61. comment on blogs about the TEA Party
62. get angry at the political turmoil
63. climb a rock
64. listen to music
65. chew gum
66. clean the fan
67. laundry
68. wash the car
69. contemplate my naval
70. pay first month's rent
71. plan my house warming party
72. improve everything
73. stop being jealous
74. make you jealous
75. eat chocolate
76. drink a beer
77. cartwheels
78. write a script
79. make a movie
80. plan the next photoshoot
81. airbrush 
82. yoga
83. karaoke
84. ice skate
85. watch a movie

Wilco - Glad It's Over

Lately...I'm not excited about anything.  I'm just going through the motions of this so-called transition period and I feel like I am spinning in circles inevitably.  The only time I am excited to be doing something is with my capoeira group.  It's the only colorful thing in my immediate life right now and I hope that permeates into other facets of my life soon.  Missing class on Monday's makes me hate Kim's class that much more. 

I could do this all day.

Radiohead - Creep

Coldplay - 'Fix you' music video

Feet

they are everywhere! one of the guys in my capoiera class wears them too!

....why can't they come out with shoes that are just the bottoms of the feet?

Radiohead - Scotch Mist

Radiohead - House of Cards

OK Go - End Love - Official Video [HD]

Warning Sign - Coldplay

ebbing and flowing....

Coldplay - 'Yellow' music video

I hope they don't mess this up on Glee.

I'm so tired

...of everything.

...but not as much as I am of "deserving better"

Tiny Vessels - Death Cab For Cutie

Fabrice Fabrice

Fabrice Fabrice at the MTV Movie Awards from Ed Helms

Photo Booth

egocentric

i'm a creeper...i know =X

Dntel - Last Songs

Dntel - This Is The Dream of Evan and Chan

Ear Wrap/Cuff

yes please!

Chemical Brothers feat. K-OS - Get Yourself High

Paramore: Misery Business [OFFICIAL VIDEO]

FUCK YOU...very much.

New favorite addition

Very yummy ^_^

Bamboo shoots

BP Spills Coffee

Heartbeats

One night to be confused
One night to speed up truth
We had a promise made
Four hands and then away
Both under influence
We had divine sense
To know what to say
Mind is a razorblade

To call for hands of above to lean on

Wouldn't be good enough for me, no

One night of magic rush

The start - a simple touch

One night to push and scream

And then relief

Ten days of perfect tunes

The colors red and blue

We had a promise made

We were in love

To call for hands of above to lean on

Wouldn't be good enough for me, no

To call for hands of above to lean on

Wouldn't be good enough for me, oh

And you, you knew the hand of a devil

And you kept us awake with wolves teeth

Sharing different heartbeats in one night

To call for hands of above to lean on

Wouldn't be good enough for me, no

To call for hands of above to lean on

Wouldn't be good enough for me, oh

Sad Song - Au Revoir Simone

Ben Gibbard - They Don't Know (Live Acoustic On KEXP)

Ben Gibbard - They Don't Know (Live Acoustic On KEXP)

Wes Anderson- Hotel Chevalier

Justice - D.A.N.C.E

Muse - Supermassive Black Hole [OFFICIAL VIDEO]

Daft Punk - Around The World

Daft Punk - One More Time

La Roux - I'm Not Your Toy (Jackbeats Remix)

La Roux - Bulletproof

less talk more rokk

Discotraxx Ladytron

Relief

There needs to be a punching bag at work.

...everywhere for that matter

Young Folks

If I told you things I did before

Told you how I used to be

Would you go along with someone like me?

If you knew my story word for word

Had all of my history

Would you go along with someone like me?

I did before and had my share

It didn't lead nowhere

I would go along with someone like you

It doesn't matter what you did

Who you were hanging with

We could stick around and see this night through

"usually when things has gone this far

people tend to disappear

no one will surprise me unless you do "

Well...what ends up happening is that he really does care about the young folks and the young style and all the faults..and wants to talk to others too, so inevitably...he disappears.

7th Inning Stretch

...one of my favorite parts of going to a baseball game...especially that one night we all sang "Don't Stop Believing."  I think everyone should engage in a 7th inning stretch every once in a while to keep their day going

Kaskade - 4am (Adam K & Soha Remix)

I'm exhausted...I'm going to wake up now.

I can't sleep anymore.  I don't know what has gotten into my sleep.

If you rescue me,

I'll be your friend forever,

Let me in your bed,

I'll keep you warm in winter,

All the kitties are playing

and they're having such fun,

I wish it could happen to me,

But if you rescue me,

I'll never have to be alone again.

Oh the cars drive so fast

and the people are mean,

and sometimes it's hard to find food,

let me into your room,

I'll keep you warm and amused,

all the things we can do in the rain

If you rescue me,

I'll be your friend forever,

Let me in your bed,

I'll keep you warm in winter,

Oh someday I know

someone will look into my eyes

and say, "Hello, you're my very special kitten,"

So if you rescue me,

I'll never have to be alone again

DJO - Happy in Paraguay

Rilo Kiley - Portions For Foxes

Capoeira Brasil Los Angeles, Mestre Boneco

Brazilian Girls - Good Time

YELLE "CE JEU"

.Still.

sometimes it's the easiest way to breath

tisbury lane by mae

the bird and the bee / f*cking boyfriend :peaches remix

Lykke Li - Little Bit

jimmy eat world the middle

John Mayer - Daughters

It's a Light Worker thing....or you can call it insanity

I had a really beautiful day today.  Even the radio was on my side and we've had our touch-tone battles of finding a song that would keep me content for at least three to five minutes before having to go at it again.  Sometimes...you just have to create your own luck...and hopefully that will infuse organic fortune that no one could ever imagine to be possible.  A lot of things got set in motion today and I couldn't be happier.  I would almost call it a miracle...but it was really just an overdue series of statements plus someone willing to be open.  Although this may not have any effect on where my life is going...I know it is a huge step forward for a couple of other people's lives and I cannot emphasize enough how happy that makes me to think that something can come out of just 2 short hours of truly honest conversation with someone who just had no idea what this is all about.  I pray that things go well and remain consistently so in the years to come.

anyway...worked out today and am exhausted.  More vids coming soon.

Gregory and the Hawk / A Wish

Obadiah Parker - Hey Ya Cover

This is just one of those songs that compliments one all of those these days that I can't breath

Mer du Japon (Remix by the Teenagers)

Midnight Runnerz

My knees magically have stopped hurting! So...you know what that means =]Time for running in little shorts and tanks and tanning and toning
Too bad I only have time for super early/super late runs =X  I miss running in the sun and that tingly feeling of heat exhaustion running down my veins

And you know I am serious when I am already planning out my ice baths to "relieve" the masochism.
And...yes...I will be sitting in the ice bath with a martini ;) High school all over again....





by the way...i saw a guy running in these little guys! I don't know how I feel about this, but I have to admit...my flat feet threw a fit of jealously wishing they could run and feel the floor beneath them, minus the waves of shock that echos through every joint and bone in my lower extremities starting at the hip. We all want what we can't have.

The Killers - Mr. Brightside

Lily Allen - Fuck You Music Video

Shiny Toy Guns - Le Disko

HEARTBEATS :: THE KNIFE [rex the dog remix]

o_O

June 6, 2010

 

He loves me not...

THIS...is where I start over...again.

I wish I could be a fuck up like everyone else.